Ever had that? Ever received a text message from someone, whether you woke up to it, got it during the day or before you ended your night & you looked at your phone & saw this long message, filled with words that hurt you, that completely changed your mood, that stopped you from breathing & put you in total disbelief? That everything you guys went through just ended by that text message? Crazy how a simple text message can make you feel complicated inside.
Halloween is not the same thing how it used to be. In this society its all about looking like sluts and partying. Superwomen, catwomen, snow white, etc. These costumes are pathetic. Showing skin and looking like dtf aint fucking halloween.
I’m a liar because i don’t tell you everything, I’m stupid because sometimes i’m wrong, I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect, I’m fake because i’m too nice, I’m weird because i’m not like you, I’m fat because i eat when i’m hungry, I’m clingy because i don’t like being to be alone, I’m insecure because i care about what people think of me, I’m no fun because i’m not always hyper.
Don’t try to tell me who i am, because i already know.
It ain’t helping. Don’t tell me everything will be ok. Don’t give me advice. Don’t try to dig deeper into my problems and analyse it. You know what would make me feel better? Your presence because I do a lot better while I’m around people…
I've noticed that being with you, I smile more often, I anger a little less quickly, the sun shines a little brighter, and life is so much sweeter. For being with you takes me to a different place: a place called love.
You’re still in my mind. I always look back at what we once used to have. I miss the way you used to make me smile. I miss everything that we had together. I miss those little flirty conversations, I miss talking to you until the sun rises, I miss waking up with you being the first thing that pops into my mind, and most of all, I miss your everything. I just miss you and I miss us. I guess nothing will ever be the same again.
I don’t care about anyone else in the world, or even at our school. I like you and only you. I don’t care if you think you’re not cute, you’re not right for me, or that you don’t make me happy. Truth is, you do make me happy, you’re cute, and you are right for me. You can take all those insecurities and shove it up your ass cause I don’t give a fuck about them.