Coffee is the key!. I was about to knock out when I have a lot of homework to do and I just drank some coffee and I’m hyper as fuck. I think i’m going to start drinking it more often but if it helps me perform my daily tasks then i’ll drink it. I know it’s probably unhealthy , especially since i’m just a kid , but oh well , education is more important.
At times it feels I can’t even reach the expectations others have for me, and most importantly the expectations I set for myself. I know I work hard, I know I give it my all, yet it still feels that I’m so far with what I’m trying to achieve; I’m attempting to surpass my limits, and go far beyond the boundaries I have already set for myself. I want to be seen and be appreciated, but most importantly, I want to learn to appreciate myself.
Everyone’s fucking shallow. Although someones personality can make them attractive, i wouldn’t go out with a 500 pound person with a great personality just because i don’t see my self having sex with them. And that’s what it’s all about nowadays populating the planet. You have to be physically attracted to them too, you know…so don’t be so hypocritical and say you’re not.
I must admit that I check up on you everyday. As much as I love seeing that smile on your face, it kills me knowing that I’m not the reason for it. I don’t give a shit how far away you live or how old you are. I wish that I could go back in time before I messed everything up. I miss you so much, but I honestly have to much confidence to swallow up my pride and let you know how I really feel.
lol I never realized I had a liking for art. I don’t know , I just like making random stuff and decorating them in my room or giving them to people. I feel like it has more value than store bought items.
is that, no one bothers getting to know one another before they start juding you. In my opinion that’s pretty sad. Now adays every little thing you do, you get judged on. There are people out there who will sit there and pick out every little flaw. Yeah I know society sucks, but it’s reality.